Amazing Grace

I spoke to Dr. Duke this evening and he indicated that he may be ready to start grafting again next week.

There are a few things to remember concerning this possibility. First of all, Dr. Duke's concept of next week does not always coincide with ours. Nevertheless, it may be soon and so we need your prayers beginning today and continuing throughout this grafting process. Because of the excessive amount of bile collected in the wound vacs and suction canisters, we need to pray that this fluid will be diminished. Leakage can be a disaster for a skin graft causing it to disintegrate.

Next we move to what we believe is the reality of what will happen in the future. The fistulas do not allow the bowel to be in working order at this time. This is not something you can "fix", but rather must heal over time. The bowel surgery may be another hospital stay many months (or longer) down the road. We only have to look at how far he's come to realize that this concession is a small one.

Remember the tremendous blood loss or the days we prayed that his heart would be strong? The days of the pacemaker are behind us. What about the weeks of continuous dialysis? His kidney function is excellent. Those dreaded words "his liver is failing" brought with them absolute fear. Your loving prayers restored his liver function back to normal. Infection was a constant demon; Dr. Duke tirelessly fought this with all of his tricks including those maggots. Remember the frightening time of waiting when Louie wouldn't wake up? He did and his memory and thought processes are excellent. There were many words we came to HATE. Sepsis, multiple organ failure, quality of life, and "feelings of impending doom". Each and every time together we brought these issues to the Lord and He answered us.

So, as we move forward remember where we have been and thank God for His great gifts. It really puts into perspective where we are going.

When the Mennonite young men come to sing at our room we always ask for the selection "Amazing Grace". It is a beautiful song, especially in their exceptional voices. Before this hospital stay, I used to relate to this song differently - as more of a promise of Heaven. Now when I hear it I think of it as a parallel to Louie's recovery here at Hermann Hospital.

"Through many dangers, toils, and snares I have already come;
'Tis Grace has brought me safe thus far and Grace will lead me home."

Once again we ask you to pray for the grafting process. We need His Grace to bring Louie home.

Love to all of you,
Ruthie